If you only knew

NEW NAME SUCKIN FUCKERS

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 05:23:55 GMT

INCASE YOU DIDNT KNOW.

I GOT A NEW LIVEJOURNAL NAME!

ACUTESTUPIDGIRL

ADD ME BITCHEZ AND SAY HI

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 03:02:04 GMT

ASHLEY YOU FUCKING UGLY BITCH-YOU SHOULD QUIT TALKING-NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY NOR WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE.YOU CHANGE YOUR BESTFRIENDS AND YOUR BOYFRIENDS LIKE YOU CHANGE YOUR UNDERWEAR..WHICH I HOPE IS EVERYDAY...THE "BOYFRIEND" YOU ARE "IN LOVE" WITH THAT YOU MET 3 DAYS AGO AREN'T GOING TO LAST YOU STUPID SLUT, YOU FUCK EVERY GUY WITH A HAIRY DICK. AND AS FAR AS YOUR BESTFRIEND. YOU HAVE TALKED SHIT ABOUT EVERYONE YOU CLAIMED TO BE YOUR BESTFRIEND, YOU PROBABLY TALK SHIT ABOUT HER TO...I.E ME, KRISTA, KATELYN, AND THE REST OF THE CREW...SO GO CLEAN OUT YOUR TRASHCAN YOU LIVE IN, AND GO SLEEP IN YOUR BOYFRIENDS BED THAT 3 DAYS AGO THAT WAY YOU CAN FUCK HIM OVER NIGHT YOU ANOREXIC SLUT....

in other things, everything is going awesome. me and the boyfriend are awesome...of course. why wouldn't we be? ... diet is going very well, i dont feel fat because im not eating all this greasy fast food shit..which is cool....and uh..i will have put in 41 hrs this week...so that 1 hr is 11.45$ for overtime. fucking

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 23:18:07 GMT

i thought i would update reall quick tho nothing new is going on..

i started my low fat/fat free diet..which is going really well, im actually proud of myself, hope to shed a few pounds anyway, and with my boyfriend doing it with me i can keep my mind to it..

everything else is going well...working, enjoying life and having fun. i love it all.

BTW-**thanks for calling me**

well maybe I will update more later or something

<3 amanda

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 05:06:11 GMT

WHAT:
1. is your name: Amanda Warner
2. is your nickname: Cutest one is 'Bene'-you prolly dont get it which is okay...umm...i have many other ones?
3. are you wearing: Hollister pants and a OSU sweatshirt
4. is your favorite thing to do: relax with the boyfriend
5. is your room like: Clean-comfy
6. is your favorite drink: Pepsi
7. is your car: 99' Chrysler Sebring LXI
8. is your job: Arena Attendant at Buckeye Hall of Fame Cafe
9. is your education: Going to school in January
10. is your favorite holiday: Next year it will be Valentines day..and this year will also be xmas cuz my boyfriend spoils me :-)

HAVE YOU:
1. Fallen for your best friend? No
3. Been rejected?: haha oh yeah
4. Been in love?: yes
5. Used someone?: No
6. Been used? yes
8. Done something you regret?: i learned.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU...
9. Just hugged: My boyfriend
10. You talked to?: my mom
12. You instant messaged?: Bryan Haze
14. You had sex with?: Pat
15. You yelled at?: Some bitch last night at longstreet that kept bumping into me
16. You laughed with?: my mom
17. Who broke your heart?: Steve

DO YOU...
19. Color your hair?: highlite sometimes..
20. Have tattoos?: 2 so far..not done yet with tattoos
21. Have piercings?: 5-not done with these either
22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Of course :-)
23. Own a webcam? yuh
24. Own a thong? yuh-of course
25. Ever get off the damn computer? at work and sometimes i havent been using it lately.
27. Habla espanol? si mucho
28. Quack?? in my sleep

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU...
29. Stolen anything? yes
30. Smoke? yes
32. Obsessive? eh not really..
33. Compulsive? i dont think so
34. Obsessive compulsive? neh
35. Panic? yuuh
36. Anxiety? ya-when i get pissed
37. Depressed? yuh-somtimes
38. Suicidal? Nope
39. Obsessed with hate? no
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, gore? i have

*QUESTIONS*
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: In a country married with my boyfriend
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? should find out..oh wait.. no you shouldnt.
43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eh depends..
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: yes
45. Would you marry for money?: nope
46. Have you had braces?: negative
47. Do you pluck your eyebrows? yup.
48. Do you like hairy backs? no
50. Could you live without a computer?: no
51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc: yes
52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)? 200
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: Eh I dont know..
54. Do you wear white socks?: ya kinda...with blue toes and heels or pink heels and toes or grey
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? depends
56. Your favorite fruit?: Nanas or Apples
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: i like both
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: Kentucky or I liked California alot! I had funnnn
59. What is the last movie you saw?: Xmas w. the Kranks
60. Are you religious?: ya kinda lol
61. Are you photogenic?: sometimes
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: black and white
63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: no
64. ............
65. Do you have any dimples? my cheeks-normal dimples
66. Do you remember being born?: no
67. Why do you take surveys?: total boredom
68. Do you drink alcohol? Nope-something happened and it scared me
69. Did you like or do you like high school?: kinda
70. What is the best accent? english-like people from england
71. Who do you want to kiss? my boyfriend
72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: If I feel fine, if im really sick and miserable i was to die in my sleep
74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: no-me kinda..my bf i like a lil bit of stomach...boney...ew
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? no
76. Are you loyal?: yes
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: yes
78. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off cuz i fall asleep
79. Do you like your nose?: ew no
80. Do you think you can draw well?: yup
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real? not sure
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: alot
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday: no i have like 3 favorite pairs
84. Do you write poetry?: yup
85. Snore?: hell yeah
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: side or stomach
87. Cats/Dogs?: dogs
88. Do you lick stamps?: yea
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: yes
90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: nope
91. Do you talk to yourself? all the time
92. Are you judgemental?: ya

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN…
93. Smoked your first cigarette?: 18
94. Got drunk for the first time?: 16 because of kyle...or 17?
95. Smoked pot for the first time?: 18
96. Kissed someone?: back in like 7th grade? lol
97. Made out with someone?: junior high
98. Went to 2nd base?:junior high
99. Went to 3rd base?: junior high
100. Lost your virginity?: 17

EDIT-12/4 * and you didn't call..

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 00:04:23 GMT

I hate stupid ass people that can't grow up and have to say stupid shit..

dont talk to me.

Comments?

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 22:51:53 GMT

I want to see how many comments I get..Prolly Zero. but i will try

\leave um/

<3 Amanda

ATTENTION EVERYONE.

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 06:11:40 GMT

So. guess what??

End of January...beginning of February. I will be living on Taylor Road. Pataskla area, BUT, go up Taylor Road 2 minz, and I will be in Reynoldsburg...

I want to hang out with every single fucking one of you when I get back to town. No exscuses.

I miss you all <3

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 06:39:43 GMT

im tired.

i quit.

im never writing in this thing again, it's a waste of my time..

no1 ever leaves me comments anymore..

im invisible.

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 01:04:38 GMT

Here's an LJ cut although, No1 ever reads my site anymore..

its me without makeup!!! yay!! ...puke...

ewww whats that smell??

kisses for you!

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 17:26:57 GMT

or...

dont lol

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 03:51:15 GMT

Post a comment with your name and I'll tell you exactly what I think of you. No sugarcoating, no lies, just the God honest truth. I will use as little words as i can just to keep it easy and simple.

go ahead go for it.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 05:13:27 GMT

So, I haven't really updated on this thing and I thought since im sitting here really not doing a damn thing. talking to the boyfriend and matts EXgirlfriend Meghan-Damn I love that girl. She told me if I need alcohol to contact her, and she will get it for me, not knowing Pat is 22. But shes a really big sweetheart, and we got into a really deep heart to heart convo, and it made me smile real big lol...
PrincezzMegz: finally back to being my old self - i'm so happy right now
Sw33TaZzAnG3l14: are you?? thats awesome
PrincezzMegz: yes everything is just falling into place for me - i've had a rough past year but i think the bad part is over
Sw33TaZzAnG3l14: yes you have. and i know you have
Sw33TaZzAnG3l14: and coming from me, i know your a great person, and I KNOW you deserve a great life.
PrincezzMegz: thank you so much sweetheart it means a lot
Sw33TaZzAnG3l14: i mean, i would take EVERYTHIGN back, everyday I think about you...just because who I am always in front of, and i still till this day feel shit... and i hope you recieve nothing but the best
PrincezzMegz: i hope that you would take everything back just b/c he was a dick to you, not because he was a dick to me, i do not blame nor have i ever blamed any of this on you
Sw33TaZzAnG3l14: i would take it back for both reasons...
PrincezzMegz: as long as you know i don't blame you whatsoever

and then she told me about the guy she met.. or two of them the last couple weeks and i said

Sw33TaZzAnG3l14: well like i said, find the best otherwise some1 hurts you again like that...hes mine..and i will hunt him down
PrincezzMegz: haha you're too cute for words!
PrincezzMegz: how are pat and you?

which made me really happy, i love her to death and we've finally met, but she said we are gonna get together as soon as we both gather up some money to go shopping or something.

but yeah anywho!!

im moving to pataskla...yea with those stupid pataskla bitches i hate..fucking fat whores.
but its okay, cuz i will never be home, and its close to reynoldsburg, which is also a bad thing, but yet..FUN...

tomorrow I get to go see the house, taking pat with me and my mom, and we will be moving january 1st. we find out the end of this week if we are approved...which the guy called my moms bf today and said everythings looking really good, which means, time to start getting out boxes..ew. winter moving..yuck!

tomorrow i am filling out apps looking for a second job so i can start saving up money for school, apartment and cali trip next summer..so whoever wants to fly with me, i could use company this trip...i got kinda lonesome last fleight.

anyway, im gonna bizzounce, just wanted to update a bit..

talk to you all later. hope all is well with everyone!

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 00:43:34 GMT

THIS IS OFFICIALLY A DELETED ENTRY....

IM SORRY I ASSUMED..

hah..

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 05:40:27 GMT

obviously you have nothing to say...

funny.

i love pat with all my heart.

My thoughts in this journal entry..

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 08:01:03 GMT

So nothing new going on, im a little tired tonight but i really dont feel like going to bed, waiting for mom to get home so i can talk to her but shes out with her boy somewhere, they were at Gatsbys but its hard to tell where they managed to find...prolly the bed...saddly, no lie..I know these things, they aren't hidden...LOL

I tried to call kyle but she didnt answer her phone so i left her a message, I hope she calls me back, I really wanna say...Hi.

So, I miss my boyfriend... I had fun on Friday night...it was nice to go out and do something then come home and sleep...well I didn't...cuz I had Mr..Snore like a champ in my ear..heh. it was nice to cuddle....I love it - [.So in love.]

I learned bout the scammers that come into work... some older black couple...they havent scammed me yet, but they scammed the other two girls i work with, cuz they only come in at night, and i work morning...ewww lala-guess if you get rich off that hey whatever..till you get caught anyways.

So I realized tonight...how much i hate girls...ok not all, but most...two faced...it kills me..whats the point..yeah I can't say I haven't had those times where I've been two faced..but it's time to grow up...sometime...in the near future.

girls...

...seeing them drunk, makes me realize why i quit drinking, i dont want to throw my life away, i dont want to be trashy, i dont want my health to go to hell...i can have more fun, in different ways...i dont want to depend on alcohol to make me happy-I can socially drink, and not get drunk...I can have a good time having a few social shots, or beers...being sober still..-but I don't have to get so drunk i puke my life out just to put a smile on my face and say "i had fun tonight"...I dont have to do slutty things to make myself feel good...I have a boyfriend to love me...I have a family to love me...and I have my friends...

What's the point of that paragraph you might ask? What brought it up, well..im just pouring out my thoughts on things...it gets me thinking, I used to be the partier over the summer...till something dumb happened...when something dumb happens, it makes you realize that it's not worth it...and that there's more to life...I guess it's the coolness to feel cool for being an underaged drunkken person...I guess...Maybe why I don't have many friends anymore, I don't do the "cool things"...like party, and go to raves and do the 'cool' shit you guys do...but wait what am I doing...being a mature teenager that wants to succeed and be happy knowing that im safe and sound and not fucking things up for myself in the long run...like Ben said in his entry one time...or along the same lines "maybe im not 'cool' because im not doing 'cool' stuff." Maybe its the truth...and someone doesn't want to tell me..no1 calls me to ask to hang out...cuz im not into the shit all my friends are into, i work, start school, hang with the boyfriend...argh, this gets me urked..im gonna go...becuase i could rambel on forever...

-amanda

Ignorance

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 16:14:40 GMT

Soo this is to you kyleanne...

i love how you ignore me..

tell me to call you...

i call you and your to busy to talk so you say to call you back, but being respectful i say, just call me back...
never did...

then i have sent you messages, left you comments and you ignore them.
.thanks.

[.left alone.]

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 05:42:10 GMT

So nothing new has been going on, Went shopping today and got hott shirts-n-pants...they look really good on me since ive been losing weight.. yeeeaaayuh.

I've been hanging out with my baby of course, every moment I get the chance, whom I love so fucking much in this world that it's unreal..We went and saw Resident Evil last night, which wasn't bad, besides I never saw 1. But he enjoyed it and to me that's all that matters. He makes me happier than life itself and I am proud to say that.

Besides his stalkin ex is really pissing me off, and it's on my last nerve..she needs to get off his balls cuz not to mention I come out to Reynoldsburg alot, stupid fat bitch...anyway...

Pats gonna start working in clubs again maybe...which I think is great, but...the girls ....they drive me nuts..so we will see bout that too, I hope he does, I know he liked it and it will make him happy and that's what I wanna see...

I'm getting ready to take on a second job which im totally happy about, which is an easy job, but I just want a little side job to put that paycheck in savings for school and play...so that'll be good...

Which I will be starting school January 3rd which means no more fun times for me, not like I party anymore anyway, but I need to focus on school...ALOT...I need to do good, don't want me to do bad do you? I might be operating on you in the near future... So anywho-Im gonna finish up talkin to the boyfriend, and get to bed, gotta open in the morning...leave me some love!!! No1 ever comments anymore.. heres a few pics...these are my two fav pics of us.

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 05:45:17 GMT

So why im sitting here talking to my boyfriend :-)...I thought I would write-

Nothing much has been going on-Been working that 40/41 hrs these last couple weeks...been rollin in some money...hope to get another side job this week, that way that I can put that paycheck in my savings account and to put towards school.

And have the buckeye job for my car payments and just bills in general. I need to start saving and I guess whatever way I am able to do that I will take it.

I still haven't talked to my dad since he put my dog to sleep. I really don't have anything to say, im sick of him breaking my heart. twice in less than a year...and we NEVER stop talking..until I graduated.

There's so many other things going on, but i'm not saying anything for now until I really know whats up. I mean...I have big commentments comming my way...in the next year...they excite me cuz im totally willing but also...it's kinda scary i've finally reached the point in my life, the point I never thought I would reach yet.

Ashley-sry bout sunday, I got stuck at work extra long..but i will get ahold of you this week girl. xo

I hope everyone on here is doing well, from reading peoples journals sounds like everythings good..??? But, yeah, I hope to hang out with some of you guys again soon!! I miss you Reynoldsburg people. Get at me or I will get ahold of you in the next week or so...

lets catch up on good times..

im outta here. xoxox amanda lynn

...so lost...

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 03:23:02 GMT

walk into work....make up all cute...wearing a buckeyes hat..it was hott on me..wearing my referee jersey...happy as can be..skippin round..crackin jokes...being nice to 'guests'...

i have had a golden retriever who is so fat i call him lion..his really name is toby...he is 17 going on 18...I've had him since I was like 1. It was MY dog...everyone talks about how old he is...and how he is going blind...and cant hear..but when I go over there...he knows its me and prances around...and well...during cold winters he wasn't able to move around...

and my dad called me 30 minz..before i was to get off work...

to tell me he had to put my dogg to sleep yesterday...

my day..gotta go..finish talking to my ex...

and to my bf..

and leave to go out

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 07:18:11 GMT

Eh I like the new lay out in the Updating part of this piece of shit. Don't ask. I felt like updating..but about what.. I dont know.

Random ... again..

Me and Pat are still together, best relationship I couldve ever asked for...it's the best feeling in the world, to wake up knowing im loved..and knowing i love someone who i can totally trust my life with.
It's so amazing.

Work has been really stressful lately. Working alot of hours, no time for play, trying to catch up on all my bills...hoping that I can keep enough money set aside for me and of course having fun with money.

Winter is around the corner, I have to buy all new jeans, and shirts...I've lost alot of weight...A+
So awesome.

So I was hanging out with Ashley...until she totally fucked me over. For some hoe...that she talked shit about and who kept saying wanted to fight Ashley, so being a friend, I had her back..for what? I dont know..apparently, no reason. Thats okay, I was a friend...all I could do...of course, I was trying to be very helpful..hook her up with Pats best friend, a guy with two jobs, and has a good head on his shoulders..what more could she ask for? I guess she chooses to hang out with a 16 year old disruptive pot headed girl, and flirt with her friends that are a buncha druggies, who will never amount to anything because they are jobless, or just to involved with alcohol, druggs, sex, whatever Whitehall has in it..Ohwell not my fucking problem...I won't be here with Katelyn stabbs her in the back AGAIN. kay?

My mom quit her job today, so im a lil worried...bluh I hope she finds another one here real soon.

Vodka in the kitchen...should take shots, but im trying to quit drinking...i havent drank in a while and i dont plan to..it just sounds good but i can hold back...

And then I found out today, that my friend almost was killed last weekend...coming home from Cleveland. 4 boys were in the car, fell asleep at the wheel doing 115. Car flipped 3 times...and the driver
wasnt wearign a seat belt so he flew out the windshield and died on the way to the hospital...it was on the news and in the paper..but I never heard about..damnit..I wouldn't have known if my friend was killed! That tells you I spend way too much time at work..
[.fuck.]

okay i hope all is swell with EVERYONE. just figured i would update with my unfascinating life...yeaaaaayuh!

one love-Amanda

nIgHt To ReMeMbEr!

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 04:47:58 GMT

i had the best night...with pat...twas very fun, fun date...he makes me happy..honestly happier than i ever been...

awe im in heaven..

he likes me and i totally like him back.

rAnDoM!! **

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 01:50:57 GMT

SO EVERYTHING IS FUN RIGHT NOW, WORK IS AMAZING, LOVE THE HOURS, THO I AM TIRED!!

SO I WROTE ABOUT ME AND STEVE AND HOW...WE STOPPED DATING .. WUTEVER... WELL I LEFT HIM ALONE AND HE CALLED OUTTA THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE THURSDAY NIGHT AND WAS TALKING 2 ME AND KEPT ASKING ME WHAT TIME LONGSTREET WAS AND WHAT TIME I WAS LEAVING AND ALL THIS SHIT...WELL HE TELLS ME HE WAS GONNA RIDE ON HIS BIKE TO DAIRY QUEEN..OF COURSE ME THINKING, GOOD EXCERISE YOUR A COP...COP ON BIKES..YOU KNOW. AND...LATER HE ASKED AGAIN WHAT I WAS DOING, AND I TOLD HIM I WAS CHILLIN ROUND BEFORE I GOT READY FOR LONGSTREET, YADA YADA...WELL HE SAID WELL I DONT REALLY WANNA RIDE THAT FAR, WHERES THE MCD'S BY YOUR HOUSE? AND I SAID WHY DONT YOU JUST DRIVE? ADN HES LIKE BECAUSE MY MUSTANG IS KINDA BROKEN DOWN...BUT STILL A LITTLE DRIVABLE..WELL I SAID OH, AND HE KEPT ASKING ME WHAT I WAS DOING, FINALLY IM LIKE UH, OKAY, I GOTTA GO AND MAKE SURE BRITT IS AWAKE, AND I WANTED TO GET OFF THE PHONE BEFORE HE FINALLY WAS LIKE OKAY, YOUR NOT GETTING MY HINTS, IM GONNA BE STRAIGHT AND ASK...SO I GET TO LONGSTREET AND I TOLD JASON THAT STEVE SAID TO CALL GARY WHEN HE GOTT OFF AND I TOLD HIM HOW STEVE WAS HINTING TO ME AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT AND JASONS LIKE THATS AWESOME THAT HE WAS WANTING YOU TO TAKE HIM OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE STEVE HAS MY CAR TONIGHT...SO IM LIKE HMMM....LOL...I DONT GET IT

MOM IS BACK WITH EX BOYFRIEND, DUMPED NEW, AMAZINGLY COOL BOYFRIEND...

NEW BOYFRIEND/OLD BOYFRIEND FROM MANY PAST TIMES, HAS A WHITE AND RED CONVERTABLE CORVETTE THAT GOES 85 IN 3RD GEAR...HAS 6 GEARS...FUCKING HOTT...OT WAS IN A CAR SHOW THIS WEEKEND ... I WAS SCARED FOR MY LIFE TODAY IN THE CAR WITH HIM...MAX* I HAVE YOU BEAT WITH CARS NOW BITCH!*

SO IM GETTING PISSED WITH THESE DAMN HOOKERS IN WHITEHALL...I FUCKING HATE LITTLE GIRLS WHO THINK THEY ARE THE SHIT JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE SLUTS AND THEY THINK IT MAKES THEM POPULAR..GUESS WHAT HUNNIE..U NEVER WERE AND NEVER ARE GONNA BE..IT MAKES YOU DIRTY...YOU DRUKKEN SLUT DRUGGIE ASS WHORE BAG BITCH...BACK OFF ASH...GO DISOBEY YOUR PARENTS SOME MORE BY NOT GETTING HOME ON YOUR 6 OCLOCK CURFEW LOL...GO PLAY WITH YOU BARBIES...

ANYWAY-GOTTA HEAD TO WORK IN THE MORNING AGAIN...ITS PAYDAY .. GOT ALL THESE BILLS TO PAY...400$ CELL PHONE, 220 IN CAR SHIT INSURANCE AND PAYMENT...YAY! IM BROKE!! MAKES ME EXCITED, GOT MOMS BDAY ON TUESDAY, GOT BRITTS BDAY NEXT WEEK...DAMNIT

Gonna be a rough week....
September 13th-KyleAnnIes bday!! HAPPY 19TH!
September 14th-Moms bday
September 15th-Chris's 1 year...

So I WILL LEAVE THE ENTRY END WITH THIS..

**CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL GOLDSMITH DAWSON..I LOVE YOU-I MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND I WISH I COULD SWITCH YOU PLACES..BUT BABY BOY THIS IS HOW THINGS WENT AND REMEMBER I LOVE YOU LIKE A BROTHER AND ALWAYS WILL ... I CAN'T WAIT TILL I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN ... WE ALL MISS YOU .. WEDNESDAY I SHALL LET 1 BALLOON FLOAT AWAY, CATCH IT SO YOU CAN READ IT .. YOU STILL MAKE ME SMILE ...
June 15th 1984-September 15th, 2003

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 17:51:59 GMT

Thursday nigh' twas great...went to Longtreet...Got free 7$ shots..Guess that's the connections when your talking with Bryan "Haze" from WNCI...holla! LOL jk...but yeah got a lil tipsy...got 2 new bruises on my legs...it was fun..bad things happen..

So last night I had fun...ALOT of it..I hung with Ashley...it was the most fun I have had in a while...though I got tired really easy because work is killing me and I haven't been doing much i get worn out easily..but it will get better! We are hanging out again and will have fun again!! I love hanging out with someone new...So I gotta be at work at 5 today and work till 1...then I gotta be back up for work at 930! YaYyYy

Other than that..nothing new going on...I love how stupid whitehall girls pay attention to what kinda car I got..GET A FUCKING LIFE!! Back up and quit being 12! Dont get jealous...bout me HAVING a car, and hanging out with your EX friend...did you catch that? ok just checking..

MmMmKay-gotta go take a shower-have a wondeful rest of the weekend~

Same shit...different week!

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 19:26:24 GMT

So Im sure you all have been wondering…whats been up? Ok, maybe not but I can pretend can’t I??

Well last night, Came home from Longstreet…which was quit humerous…Boogy from MTV was there…funny guy…tells you how it is…
But…Steve and I ended…everything…well what little we had…

Jason and I joke around all the time…and it’s nothing new, steve takes it to heart and says im being disrespectful..yada yada…fucking grow up and quit acting like everything is so serious…get over it..and yourself. So he was harping on me last night saying we’ve been bumping heads a lot…and that he’s surprised I don’t feel the same…and I said because I think everything was fine cuz I don’t notice anything except you acting weird…yada yada..and hes like well…I guess we have a different senses of humor…and im like yeah…whatever…and im pissy by this point…and hes said im a great girl with a awesome personality..and that I shouldn’t have to change the way I act for him, and if people don’t accept me the way I am then fuck them…well he obviously doesn’t accept me the way I am?? Wtf…. So he said that not everyone matches and all this shit … well if you weren’t so fucking lame…everything would be okay…wouldn’t it? Kinda like he’s knit picking just for exscuses…I don’t need that shit…But I bawled my eyes out for hours…and I thank Gandee for listening to me!! I appreciate it girl…Really…

As much as I didn’t act it…I liked him sooo fucking much…and I was in denial about a lot of my feelings just because I was doing things differently…well when you get someone that trys to act like everything should be serious all the time…plus, he never had time to do anything…so here I am single again…but im talking to a few people..whom I have been talking to for a while…just gonna have fun again…

So I’ve been working close to 30-35 hrs these last couple weeks…it’s killin me..but what can I do… I like the money and it’s keeping my mind off everything…

HAH…So tried to dye joshs hair pink…and couldn’t understand why it wasn’t working…till Chrissy said that josh got highliting shit…Duh!!! LOL great times! It t’was fun tho!

But I am gonna go check the oil in my car…run the sweeper…and get ready for work..work 5-1 tonight..holla at the cell <3

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:15:40 GMT

So things have been kinda hectic lately...

Work has been stressful considering Maricor only works on the weekends after this week, I go into work at 930 this morning planning on getting off at 430 when ashley comes in, only she was fired...so I had to work till 10...no break...straight 13 hours...Now its me and Brittany, pulling 7 days a week by ourselves...because its football season...and we will be extremely busy...so I def will have money save up to move out next year..the way my hours will be going, madd overtime cuz he doesn't wanna hire any1 else...

Steve and I got into are first huge fight, we faught on Friday night and he used the military tone with me and I bawled my eyes out...I was so heart broken..but we made up and everything is okay, he was soooo sick yesterday, and was getting sick like nonstop, so he didnt go to work, and called me at 12 and asked me to bring him home some powerade and propel water...so i took him that...it was cute

Matt from work and I got into a huge fight yesterday...hes so lucky I was at work because he talked to me being a girl like no other guy should talk to a girl...EVER...I fucking hate that psycho prick...ugh. So disgusted. He disrespected me so bad...kept cussing at me .. so crazy, he has madd problems...Hes lucky I didn't punch him in his face..

Nothing else is going on besides all that crap, my car eats a gallon of gas in 4 days...disgusting..not good...money money money...i need to work...but anywho....im going to go lay down, im worn out...BIG TIME!!

love you all <3-EVEN YOU MAXWELL!